i'm so confused...
he was mine and i was his.
and thats why i'm so mad, because HE WAS MINE!!!!!
how can i ever make that claim now? how can i ever say he's just mine anymore?
how am i supposed to get past this?
why couldn't he just fucking talk to me or wait? fucking wait?
i hate myself for still being completely and madly in love with him.
i've done everything... he shouldn't deserve me, right?
so why can't i walk away?
Imagine having 25 tabs open on your internet at all times, that's what my brain looks like. all the time. The truth is, we live in an extroverted world where people think you are weird for wanting to be alone, for being excited that you're alone. Sometimes I'm stuck keeping everything bottled up inside me so i come here to vent...
