and this interruption is brought to you by the letter A

let me take a break from the letters to get some stuff out

I'm in a world of hurt right now, physically, mentally, emotionally....
I'm angry, so angry at the world right now for where i am, for where i feel i'm stuck at the moment...
Any other time, i'd say screw you life and get stuff done... but what do you do when it really is out of your hands?
I'm so pissed off cuz i'm not allowed in the states right now... i can't get to Thomas and that upsets me, i have 6 months to a year.
I was fired from my job and it sucked at the time, but i felt that i could focus and work really hard at wrestling... was working out, feeling good until the car accident and now i'm sidelined and am unable to do anything an don't even know when i will be able to train again... and that makes me so angry, it was what was keeping me going and i've tried so hard to not let everything bug me, to no longer put down anythng on fb or twitter about how down i am.... and you know what? it's a lot harder than it looks...
This has got me down... i'm hurting and i'm so angry so if i seem a little off... just don't take it personally... i'm just going through a lot and trying my hardest to deal....
what else can i do?